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whee.im bck.hahas.sorrie for not updating cos i ahve been very lazy and tired.so let me fill u in now.lols.went to have lunch wif ern and the rest.then me,audrey,ern went to sit the merry-go-round.it was damn fun.n we were laughging all the way.after that, me and joey were lyk playong wit the furby and asking it to GO AND DIE.LOLS. n to think that the furby understands cos it showed a sad face and joey kept apologising to it.so LOLS.ok,that was for monday.after that,the rest of the days are all about BAND! Seriosusly, u noe,i cant' THAT bar for nuts' sake.it REALLY makes me sounds like some fucking ambulance.i practise until i got so pissed with that bar and the whole song.lols.band ended early today for some reasons.after that,went home with wee wee,gen and dee.i dun tink i will be going for band tmr.oh well,i shall see abt that.anyway,im going to have my blood test next next week! abit scared.lols.bt heck,it is a monthly think for me to do.imagine every month having a needle piercing thru yr skin.*shrugs*.oh well,i tink i shall end here for NOW.LOLS.ciao=)
*a magical place
with a magical charm
I jus realised how i much i loved my this skin.i keep changing new ones bt sumhow,i will always change it bck to its original.dun ask me why.may be moulding season haven come for me yet.lols.anyway,went to J8 today.to see the siglap and st.andrew perform.the siglap uniform was damn funny.some was either too short for them or too long.lols.so funny.then went to eat at MOS.i missed the ice milk tea.lols.after that,went home wiht nat.had a nice long chat.lols.i dunno why do i keep getting this feeling like the whole world hates me and im a failure.it sukcs.it lyk an invisible pair of hands throttling around yr neck,strangling and forcing the air out of your body.i tink i need to talk to this someone.whom i tink she hates me.oh well,now my main focus is to learn those effling annoying scales and master them and also virginia bar 73.i hate that bar.makes me sounds like sum kind of ambulance.lols.this holiday,its going to be damn busy for me.cos i have started preparing for alot of next year stuff already.n plus my port folio.i need to get it done.i feel like im one step closer to getting invested.yea.lols.haiz.looks lyk i need to be stronger next year and stop crying already.=(
*those thoughs i cant deny
are hidden beneath
my day was totally,utterly,absolutely,positively horrible.i got said in the early mornings,my phone came crashing donw frm my bed,i woke up late,i didnt played so well,i cried and to top it all,i still haven done my maths tuition hmwk.i jus cant understand scales!i do not take music and i dun even noe wat are the flats and sharps all that.I dun noe wat made join the band when i have no background knowledged abt music.i mus have been an idiot back then.im desperately seeking for help.i feel hopeless,jus lyk a failure.n now to sadden my mood even more,im doing sec 3 e.maths.how ironic!lols.ahh.im seriosuly going mad.my whole week is so gonna be packed.got sectionasl and still need to shop for assessments bks.nnow,im multi-tasking.lols.im so proud of myself.hee=)bt for now,i tink i better catch some shut eye to end my horrible day.so ciao=)
*its jus the emotions
taking over me
today was not bad as i thot it wud be.luckily,i didnt die today.so rejoice.instead,im quite fascinated by that glozs.i tink he practically marvellous,except for the fact that he is too stright-forward.bt as they say,the truht hurts.so we mus be able to take it honetly n humbly.newae,im here to RANT abt 2 ppl today.
1ST ON THE LIST: OH-SO-FAMOUS JDH!
hes such an ass.n hes damn rude too.can he lyk stop using the wat the**** SIGN? i noe the sec 1s does not noe abt it bt still,that gives him no right to use it.its lyk vulgarites n damn rude la.scolding ppl the F word as and when he like.wat kind of band instructor is this? im seriosuly getting pissed.i jus cant' stand it.i tink its so damn bloody rude of him.n besides,he is a copycat!he practically follows watever that glozs guy do.n he jus follows lyk a dog!bt he had his deserts today! LOLS. im SO glad that i asked the ques,"WHO S' THAT?"it gave that glozs guy a chance to embaressed JDH infront of the whole band!HA! IM SO PLEASED WITH MY SELF FOR BEING TIRED.n,he does not have to stare at me with that kind of evil eye jus bcos i keep yawning and my teeth were chattering so loudly.its not my fault that my brain does not have enuff energy n that im so freezing cold that the shivers ahd travelled to my mouth.im so pissed today.bt was feeling exhilarated when glozs insulted you infront of the whole band so many times.HA! laughing bck at you once again.thats ' all for now i guess.bt i seriously think he shud get fired.
2ND ON THE LIST: THE GLOZS GUY
hes damn brillantly smart.i was marvelled by the way he played the clarinet and the way he explains the theory for how to blow good air in to our instrument.n today projection project was damn amazing.i didnt noe that i cud play so loud.i was amazed by it.but,i was breatheless after the exercise.was gasping for air halfway thru the playing.i wonder wat will happen if im asthmastic.i tink i will jus die on the spot.LOLS.ok,shall not be so mean.bt,he is really a great conductor and a fantastic musician.thas' all for now.
that s' all for badn except,JDH vented his anger on the juniors.stupid pathetic loser ass.after that,went home with gen,weelyn,cindy.n we did sum special mission.bt we keep banging in to each other.cos we were too kan cheong and afraid of being seen.DAMN LOLS.tmr have to face that loser again.for the last time.of this month.i cant' wait to play for his funeral.ciao=)
*tired of being tired
i jus need a break
today was so tiring.had warm ups the whole damn day!for band.n tmr that glozs or watever u spell his name is coming tmr.ok peeps.this may be my last entry.for i wont live to see the day light after tmr.im scared and nervous.there is alot of what ifs questions gg on in my head now.im scared for tmr.serious.in fact,im so scared that im gg to sch early for self practice.i have NEVER EVER EVER been so ahrdworking towards band,not even towards my school work.the only times im lyk that is for televison programmes.so u can actually imagine how great the fear in me is.newae, went to watched harry potter with weelyn,cindy,eunice,lisbeth.well,lisbeth didnt watch wiht us.so yea,only four of us.n guess wat?we got front row.i was totally shocked.i will NEVER fail to get the front row whenever i watched harry potter.dun ask me why.cos i dunno too.yea.n so there was this graveyard scene which weelyn and i were quite terrified and we were lyk covering our eyes with our jackets.lols.n my good looking cedric diggory died in the show! im lyk huh?why mus he die?hes lyk so good looking.i love him so much.he lyk so suave.lols.n he had to die in the movie.its so dots.bt overall,the show was awesome.except for the part cedric died.that was the saddest and most depressing part.lols.after the show,went round the mall cos we were hitching a ride home frm cindy s' dad.hee.i bought 2 new hair ties.yay for me!lols.ok,im so dead tmr.can sumone write out my will for me tmr incase i die tmr.ahh.I LOVE CEDRIC DIGGORY!my suave idol.=)
*in the words of my broken heart
cry me a river
today day was such a cold icy day.i jus had my macdonalds' supper.stupid delivery came so late.n its 1 sumtink now.lols.i have never blogged so late.newae,went to get uniform with weelyn today.the damn buliding was damn ulu.n i actually thot that the lift was stucked cos when it reaches watever floor,it will sum how stop n jerked.got a shock of my life.can u actually imagine the trauma i felt?lols.ok,that was abit dramatic.cant'help it.im taking lit next year.so i need to be more dramatic in my description abt things.this is called putting yrself in the character s' shoes.n getting the feel of it.LOLS.ok,im being so rubbish now.after that,went to eat at subway with weelyn.n we saw her ex-senior.i was trying to see how she looked lyk but her boyfriend or watever will sumhow blocked my view.can u imagine how irritated i was?went home after that n hugged my stuff lamb.(im still huggin my stuff lamb now)i jus realised that it was so cute.lols.ok never mind abt me.im jus being dots here.sigh,school is like going to start soon.n i actually wasted my holidays.doing notink bt going for band practices and getting scolded for notink.wat the hell man.it felt as if my youth was going to waste.oh no.im getting older.imagine how old i will feel when next year comes.newae, i have band and meeting tmr.so im turning in now.chow=) i feel bloated and cold.
*swaying on the branches
reminicing the past
i have moulded again!hahas.its a rather sweet layout.for me.hahas.cos there is like bits of pink every where.lols.newae,gee.dun be so sad la.life is short.mus enjoy while u can.if not u die early,more regrets.lols.ok.serious now.ahh.i seriously need to shop for assessment bks.i need them for next year battle.newae,im too lazy to blog now.chow!=)
*playing is my forte=)
OK PPL.I CONFESS THAT IM THE WORLD S' GREATEST IDIOT! I DUN EVEN NOE MY SCALES.(AS IN MUSIC)ITS LYK THE BASIC??n that glossy guy is coming next week.i tink i better brush up lest to get insulted.i tink that glossy guy shud change his occupation.he shud not be a band conductor.he shud switch to cosmetics industry.he shud sell lipgloss.it wud be more profitable.n his slogan?" GLOSS S' LIPGLOSS IS THE BEST! OCS ITS GLOSSY AND ITS BOTH MADE OF GLOSS!" newae, he sounds intimidating.LOLS.oh wells.today i went to collect my bks n guess wat?im so dead.all my bks are so thick n heavy.n i dunno how am i going to cope with my pure lit next year!the macbeth is so thick!n i dun even understand wat does the joy luck club means.im so dead.my life is over.hahas.ok im actually happy abt dying.hahas.wait.i jus rmb christmas is not here yet.so in that case, I CANT DIE YET!hahas.ok lame.my sis is scaring me now abt dissecting animals for my bio practical next year.sheesh!
*floating on the sea
with a cup of wine
started off the day real bad.first,i was late ofr fall-in.second,sum asshole frm my section showed me attitude.so SHE think SHE damn big la?slammed the bloody trumpet infornt og my face,saying''this is not my trumpet,i dun care,i want my trumpet back.''lyk as if i want to use her trumpet jus to get rid of my gold one.n thanks to HER,audrey had to use the gold one.u shud be the one using the gold one,if u think u are a senior.n besides,audrey is lyk yr SL?wheres yr repects?still call yr self a sec 3.shameful ma?shant' waste my breath on such pathetic asshole.it does not worth my time.after band,went to had lunch with marcia,weelyn,cindy,gen,ernestine and khai theng.damn funny.we were actually bitching abt a fat bitch.n i laughed till my sides ached.lols.after that went bck to sch for sectionals.heres the intresting part.we went to spy on the fat bitch!LOLS!damn funny.n our darling cindy captured some lovers' pic.n wat i saw was most shocking! the fat bitch outraged his modesty! she was lyk touching him all over.me and eunice were lyk omg!wat is she doing?LOLS!after that, went home with weelyn n cindy.n hey presto!im here sitting to post an entry.hahas.=)*whoosh*
*the meaning of life
is for you to find out
GUESS WAT?I ACTUALLY DID SOME WORK!YES.I DID MY HOLIDAY HMWK! N IM SO CLOSE TO FINISHING IT ALREADY! YAY FOR ME!!! hahas.im must be cukoo,finishing my hmwk so early when school is like starting a month after?hahas.bt nvm.cos im oh-so-prepared for next year stuff.need to shop for my assessment bks for next year.i cant believe im so hardworking!wow!LOLS.shucks,i have band tmr at an ungodly time.9 in e morning.i cant' stand such practices,especially when there is so many of them in a month.the break given to us are lyk not-so-break? I predict that i am going to be late tmr. newae, my life stinks! I have been eating,sleeping,playing the computer and watching the televison for the past 2 or 3 weeks of my holiday life! now if u ask me,i could jus rmb the shedule.LOLS.shall end here for now.i got to be more creative when it comes to ending my entry.
*writings on the wall
tells a special legend
NEW LAYOUT!hahas.simply love this one.its plain,simply and all about MUSIC!yea.hahas.ok.the first of holiday has jus passed without my knowing.im slow.hahas.i still haven touched any of my holi hmwk.hahas.well,im bck to this korean song!i jus love this song.its the song for full house.ITS A GOT DAMN NICE SHOW!.GO WATCH!IM SERIOUS!hahas.cant' for tue to come.cos im going spying on sum special ass.hahas.i still have to collect my bks for next year and buy new uniforms,when i dun even noe where the uniforms are being sold!ironic!hahas,ok i know im so dots!bt anyway,im so gonna take sum bks fmr ppl.its lyk so ex if i dun?well,shall end here for now bt before i go,i need to say this.i am sorry.bt u shud apologise too.
*the missing piece in my life
is you
PPL!IM BCK! DO U MISS ME?HAHAS!ok shall stop being thick-skinned and fill u in the details about my class chalet.
MONDAY!
arrive at tampines inter.i was so darn freak out when i first stepped in the chalet.i was lyk,"ok,so this is our chalet?"it looked so creepy and freaky!n it was infested with bugs!especially mosquitoes!now im head to toe bitten by mosquitoes!went o unpacked then later waited for the dinner to arrived.the fried rice clarissa brought was damn nice.hahas.i rmb having 2nd serving of it.after dinner,went up to bath and went to room 1 to join eunice and the others.Eunice.niks,flora,joycelyn,lisbeth bunked in room 1.Din,me,nicole oli,tasha green bunked into rm 2.Audrey,clarissa,jennifer bunked into rm 3.the toilets was ok except for the disturbing fact that there will always sum how or sum wat have a bug in every corner of it.oh and the bottom deck keeps having either big moths,flying roaches or beetles.most of us were disturbed by the flying roaches.lols!after everyone bathed,we went in room 3 to talk abt sum ppl we loathe and sum ppl whom we jus love to make fun of them.the talk was actually supposed to be held in rm 1 bt their air conditioner died on them halfway.lols.talk until lyk 2 plus then went to slp.n eunice and flora went to snatched my place of slping on the bed.wth!i was damn angry la.made me slp on the sleeping bag!walao!then i woke up four plus to blow my nose and saw jenni staring at me bck with her huge eyes! i got a shock of my life!so lols!
TUESDAY:
woke at 7 plus.my goodness!hahas.had backache all over.prepared breakfast with niks.later in the morning,flora and i went to the beach there.it was so cool! we stood at the shore n let the water washed up on our feet.then we walked bare footed on the board walk.so fun!hahas!after that,went back to sch cos chalet had no activities gg on.we were panicking on how to enter sch without skirt cos we were dressed in shorts with flip-flops!so i called cindy to ask 3 seniors or juniors to stripped their skirts to give us!hahas.i feel mean doing that actually!lols!saw adurey and decided to stay in sch until band ends with her.see im so nice.hahas.at band we jus clean instrument.the bloody brush got stucked halfway and i was lyk"hallaluya!pls dun get stuck"then me and cindy were lyk competeing of the sounds of the brush!hahas.after that,went bck to the chalet with audrey.then we barbequed.it so damn funny!ashley was lyk screaming to the dying fire," i ahve high hope sin this ok?" then she fanned it vigoursly.so damn funny la.then we were lyk jia you,jia you.we need not fanned to have e damn fire gg if gayu.k had come earlier with the damn butter.after bbq,we were all so tired and our fingertips were black lyk anytink.after that,countdown to flora s' bdae.then celebrated and clean up,then bath.eunice and the rest were too tired to bathe so they went to knock out first.i stayed up audrey to help her with her trumpet as she need to discuss sum scripts with maxine,she was also partly scared of staying up alone while the rest sleep.hahas!once again,im so nice.LOLS!after that i went to slp.this time i slept on the matteress.hahas.my butt kinda of slipped in the hole halfway when im sleeping.lols!
WEDNESDAY:
woke up at 7.45 by flora s' morning call.brushed teeth and headed down to the bottom deck.the DMC gals were already there waiting to start their chalet.had ice-cream for breakfast!anti-climax.lols.after that,grabbed abit of the leftovers and went home.ont he bus,we were talking abt all that happens during the chalet.sign! its really saddening to see 2/5 last gathering went by so fast.from now on, we are not called 2/5 anymore.wadever it is, i wished everyone the best in wadever they do!=)*smucks*
those were the 3 days spent with 2/5.they went by so fast.really reluctant to see the days fly.n i still have sum unfinished business to settle with sumone called vanessa.
*pleasant memories are kept close
to our hearts as we think of them
whoosh!ppl! im bck to update!hahas.went out to get fbts today with weelyn.THANKS WEELYN FOR ACCOMPANYING ME!=)i have decided to jus do things that make me remember for life n not regret for life.it still starts with r bt with a different meaning.=) ok this is it.i feel insecure.thas' what im feeling now.n i jus cant seem to decide if this person is a friend or foe.why is it that when things are going well,she is always around to destroy every bit of it and make me feel lyk im the extraded one?why is it that she always have to come into my life silently lyk a thief sneaking in a house?why is it that she is always around snacthing evverytink from me? why does she have to possess whatever i have/u noe who u are.i dun wish to say anytink.whenever anytink that involve u, i always end up being the villian when i had not done anytink!why cant u jus be gone for good?i noe u hate me too.bt i cud not careless.sumtimes,i wonder why did i treat u as a good fren.i mus be blinded by sumtink or watever. I JUS WAN U TO GET OUT AND DISSAPPEAR FROM MY LIFE! bt its impossible cos we are gonna be in e same class next year.
*insecurity is feeling
that i detest the most
I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH A CARTOON CHARACTER.HAHAS.HE IS NONE OTHER THAN DANNY PHANTOM.=)ok im so dots.i noe.newae,had band today.and that idiot jus had to pick on me.wats his problem la? newae,i did dumtink crazy yest.I DRANK FAKE BIRD S' NEST AT 2.30 IN THE MORNING.COOL HUH?HAHAS..=)OH MAN!i jus learn that my class chalet is near old changi hosipital and its going to be damn freaky and ulu.ahh! im not so excited to go after all.hahas.im collecting my class tee this fri.Looking foward to see if the design is nice and cute!hahas.the first week of my holiday is passing by so meaninglessly.im turning into a couch potato sooner or later.so please do not be surprised if u see a bigger evolution of me.hahas..oh wells.shall end today.friday goign toget my fbts! yea for me!=)
*under the old maple tree
we will meet again after 3 years
New layout! hahas.i love this layout cos its pink and its lyk a shopaholic kinda of thing.hahas.so my theme for this layout is shopping! hahas.went to ernestine hse yest for her party.it was fun and had band previously.I cried the moment i went for band.the band yest was not for seniors.i jus went there for fun. I was crying cos my appeal failed.n yest crying was not very glamorous.cos i was actually wailing lyk a 3 year old kid who lost her mummy.I was darn sad so i decieded to cry it all out.now im much better.hahas.oh man cant' wait for class chalet.im so excited.hahas.
*dont' miss the water
till the well runs dry
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