its goona be a EXTREMELY long post for today.Many tinks happen this wk.Firstly, its photo taking yesterday.I was damn fished up with that female loudspeaker photographer.She pratically just dun feel lyk taking phtos for us la.Wat the hell is all these photographer problems?All are so bloody rude.If its not a flat head guy,then it s a woman with a loudspeaker. And all have attitude problems.Lyk HELLO!ITS US WHO IS PAYING THEM TO TAKE THE PHOTOS ,AND MAKE THEM EARN MONEY!ok,that was fine.and today sumtink terrible happen.shall not talk abt it as it is personal. Now its time to introduce the SSC and the 2/5 family tree! hahas. eunice is my daddy and mel tsang is my bro.n i ahve so many cousins.hahas.the SSC. Greatest society ever.WE jus totally rock.hahas.members are euncie,me,vanessa,ameera,flora,ashley.Meeting place is our 'FOCUS' table.hahas.newae, this part here is to tell smone.Im sorrie for all the misunderstanding cause .really really sorrie.i feel bad=(.n i hope you dun tink its the wrong way as everytink is all untrue.so yea sorrie!=)its all jus a spectaculation of others.cos that is wat i tink.sorrie onceagain.ok i noe im being stupid here by repeating.
haven been bloggin for a long time.notink much happen recently,just that EOY are coming.n im still slakcing.hahas.well,its streaming this year so mus work extra extra hard. yea! I CAN DO IT! hahas sounds so retard. bt still mus work hard.NO MORE CARTOONS FOR ME! BOO HOO=(.jus found out that photo taking is on thur.at 2.00 p.m. before photo taking mus go toilet to tidy up and make a more smarter appearence.hahas.kks the next time i blog will be abt PHOTO-TAKING.nites.=)
*i never made the same mistake
as you did
i jus love doing this. ok.September is coming to an end.n the yeasr are passing by fast.Many changes have ocurred within this short period of time.N I guess the biggest change that struck me and is still fresh in my mind will most probably be sir s' departure.That faithful day.28 may 05. To tell the truth,i have never thot that such tink wud happen. I was pretty much lyk the character,haw, frm who moved my cheese. I didnt tink that such tink wud occur until when it happen,im slowly adapting to the changes and finding out every little bit of what s' changing.I always thot that good tink lasts forever.or rather,tinks will always stay as they are. It has never dawned on me that sir wud ever leave. Bt then again, the unexpected happen.life is ever so unpredictable and unfair. Even though he had left us for a few months, none of us have ever bumped into him on the streets of Singapore.Singspore is lyk so small,yet none of us had been denied the chance of bumping or meeting him again.28 may.The first and last outdoor performance he had with us sec 2s.Now,looking back, I learned that one mus be vigilant and constant abt looking for changes. I was naive and the journey infront of me was a long way.Even though i have been adapting to changes,i always somehow wished that my cheese had never been touched or moved.I feel that many people around me had matured and adapting changes
too.Sometimes,some tinks in life are beyond our control.We do not posse the willpower to either make it disappear or make stay.It may be someone dear to you,or it may be sumtink that u treasured most. In fact,it may be anytink as long as it is dear to you.I just hope that he will be safe and sound in whatever he do and may god bless him always.
*Life is unpredictable,
and sometinks are beyond our control.
I CHANGED MY LAYOUT!! hahas.I LOVE THIS! its says I HATE SCHOOL.which is very true.nah, i actually took it cos of the cartoon.i jus love calvin and hobbes.hee.newae had a jinx day yesterday.let me say the signs.
1) I FOUND A DEAD UPTURNED COCKROACH IN MY CUP!!! STILL TRAUMATISED AFTER 1 DAY!!! AH!!!!
2) My hair felt FAT!!!
3) IM PMSING.
4) IM FALLING SICK.
THESE ARE SIGNS THAT SHOW THAT MY DAY HAD BEEN JINXED YESTERDAY.1st,I HAD A BAD HAIR DAY!! AND THIS CANT' HAPPEN TO ME COS MY HAIR IS LYK MY NO.1 BAO BEI!!!.2nd,im pmsing for dunno why cos i seldom pms.hahas.n lastly.THE DEAD COCKROACH.THAT BLOODY ASSHOLE JUST HAD TO CHOOSE MY CUP TO DIE IZIT? WTH LO! IT NOT LYK MY CUP IS GOLD PLATED OR WAT?STUPID LE.SORREI IM SCOLDING A DEAD COCKROACH NOW! abit mean.hahas.bt who cares?it died in my cup!!! which is even worse.im so gonna sterilize my cup upside down.may be i shall be nice and say alittle RIP prayuer for the roach.:) after all,IM ANGELIC BY NATURE!:)
hey ppl! Im bck! i missed my bloggin.hahas.shall start talking.Firstly, IM DYING!My tongue is killing me.ITS SO PAINFUL!AH!! ok went a bit overboard.bt seriously,if i die tmr,i will jus bless my blog.for all you noe,this might be my last entry.anyway,had abnd yesterday.apparently, i was kinda of odd there.cos i was in pe tee.my bloody blouse was dirty.unfortunately,some asshole teacher caught me and forced me to wear my blouse DESPITE me showing her its DIRTY.and the concert at VCH was confirmed,Unfortunately,we ahd to share the limelight with angklung,percussion,JB(junior band),sacps brass band.Its damn irritating la.How cheapskate can our bloody principal and sch get? fish sac la. Why cant' they jus create a concert that is rightfully AND originally ours. Newae,im beginng to have doubts abt my leadership qualities. After all,i cant even keep my section quiet.im afraid that if im too fierce,i might be overboard.bt if im too nice,ppl will not listen.and iof i dun make an effort,audrey will scold me.so its lyk wth man! sumtimes i wonder if i ahve wat it takes to be.well,shall not bother so much.after all,exams are round the corner.n im lyk pledging not to use the com.BT LYK WAT AM I DOING NOW?hahas.it jus proves that i cant' control the burning desire to use the com.many tinks to do yet so little time.
*spin the bottle
and it points at yr destiny
today was pretty ok.i guess.well received all my mocks.and guess wat?I passed science and maths! bt i failed my eng by 1 mark for the compre.Oh well,maths pp2.GOT SO MANY MARKING ERROR! LYK WTH MAN! So i frm a 20,will be able to jump to 26.I hopefull prayed to god that i will get the 6 marks.It s 'CRUCIAL TO ME! hahas.newae,had sectionals today.IT WAS BORING! all day long notink bt jus that stupid idiotic FANTASY PIECE! IT LYK SO BORING!Except for the bar 56 part.So as usual it boring.Then later.wah piang! raining so heavily.Thunder booming very where and lighting flashing lyk dunno wat.So we decided to take the risk. And me,eunice plus audrey,huangchi,maxine and the rest went under the rain.We were lyk a couple of drenched ducklings.Then went to have sumtink hot to heat us up.It was fun bt damn damn drippling WET!Sianz,next fri still got cca.bt look on the bright side,ITS THE LAST WEEK OF CCA.YAYNESS!hahas ok nvm.:)
*that white flame
sets up a burning desire within me.
hey!im bck people!Bck frm a hearty meal of chocolate snowskin mooncake and satay bee hoon.wow,man am i full.hahas.kks newae thats' my oh-so-lovely PINK SPARKLING name.nice rt?hahas i love it! makes me feels glamorous:)today had been an eye opener for me! why?cos its the FIRST time that the paramedics came to my grandma s' hse.its was bcos my great-grandma had breathing difficulty and her fingers were turing black.I was paralysed by my fears!hahas.so i jus stood there doing notink bt watch.ok,the BIG countdown starts frm monday morning.Its the countdown of my STREAMING.Yet im still slacking.wow.newae,audrey had jus BURST my bubble of happiness yesterday by telling me that band practices are actually being cut down frm 3 to 2 when all this while,I being an idiot,thot that it was frm 3 cut down to 1! And i was still tinking it was so rare of our sch to be so nice.And I the big idiot, jus found out that i have not been doing my part as an asl well enuff.I dun even noe my stuff and my tone is lyk BLEAH!WOW,LOOK AT GREAT I AM. N i jus found out that im not strict enuff with my section and thats is why they are so slack.N i mus not talk during all kind of practices.its lyk wth man! So frm now on,im going to be strict and try not to laugh when scolding.N i mus stop slacking.which i tink that is the hardest to cure cos im lyk such a procastinater by nature?hahas.ok abit dots.n i jus found out that i have a meeting at 7 on mon moring.WOW,HOW NICE! to get my day going by having a meeting.SO EARLY! Sumtimes,i really wonder what am i doing in a council?or rather,why am i in this asl position?So i satre up to the sky,waiting for an answer to reveal itself.Unfortunately,notink appeared except clouds.White,fluffy clouds.Oh well,perharps these are all pre-destined.or lyk what I call,FATE. FATE IS A GAME WE PLAY AND IT PLAYS WITH US BACK.:) Chimalogy? I shud tink so.:P
*what is fate?
its a game we play and it plays with us bck.
oh man! I seriously woke up the wrong side of bed today! Every tink jus went topsy-turvy! Firstly, i woke up late when im suppose to meet flora and the rest at 9.30. I woke up at 9.00! and plus,im suppose to give ashley a morning call lyk at 8.30?ok,so that was quite bad already.never mind.then came on going to flora s' hse.on my own!I tried to go to her hse one time and i got horribly lost! Its lyk i dun even noe that bloody place called pasir ris well! i lyk dun even go there! fish that place la!And then i was took to go for a nice merry go round. wow!In the end, I got so fed-up that i jus cried and walk around pasir ris aimlessly.Its was so horrible and there is lyk so many ppl staring at me. fish all those ppl la! bt later, when i was going home frm, suddenly,i jus lift up my head and guess wat i saw?PASIR RIS DRIVE 6! and that was where flora yong stays! i was lyk wth! so jus alighted and called flora. N the first tink i did when i saw flora was to hit her with the cereal box!sorrei flora.if u are reading this.cos im really damn tired jus for looking for yr damn hse! ok,so that was quite ok.then came band.THE WORST PART OF MY DAY! It jus have to ruin my whole and end it off with a terrible note.lyk wth man! had sectionals for the first hr and my tongue sorta get twisted after tonguing for so long.ok,that part was still manageable.Later had COMBINES! IT WAS THE WORST MAN! i noe my lipping and every part of my body is wrong when i play bt that does not mean that i have to bring hm my instrunment.Especially not this period of time! Its lyk when sch opens, i ONLY HAD 3 MORE WEEKS TO MY STREAMING.SO obviously,I WOULD RATHER CONCENTRATE ON MY ACADEMICS RATHER THAN MY DUMB INSTRUMENT AND MY OH-SO-LOUSY PLAYING SKILLS WITH EVERY PART OF MY BODY BEING WRONG AND NOT BEING WHAT IT IS SUPPOSE TO BE. SO, AS YOU PPL CAN TELL,IM NOT SO " PASSIONATE " FOR BAND.AFTER ALL, IM NOT GOING TO BE SOME WELL KNOWN PERFORMER OR TRUMPETER.N THAT BLODDY ASSHOLE INSTRUCTOR,he is jus getting on my nerves. He lyks practically copntradicting what he says.ONE MOEMENT HE SAY THAT ITS ALRIGHT TO CONCENTRATE ON YR STUDIES, THEN THE NEXT MOMOENT,HE SAYS THAT HE EXPECT US TO DEVOTE ALL OUR TIME TO IMPROVE OUR PLAYING!YLK WTH MAN! FISH HIM UPSIDE DOWN LA! HE A CHAMELEON,THE UGLIEST CREATURE OR SHIT ON THIS WHOLE UNIVERSE! CONTRADICT AND UNREASONABLE LYK SHIT MAN! HOW CAN ANYONE WANT TO MARRY SUCH A FREAKO MANIAC? THAT PERSON MUS HAVE HOLES IN HER BRAINS OR SHE NEED TO GET HER BRAINS EXAMINED! ARGH!! SO INFURIATING WHEN SUCH AN ASSHOLE HAS INCURRED MY WRATH! after band and all,went hm with nicole and chandni.Me and nicole were lyk complaing all the way hm! Looks lyk im not the only one with abad day today! hahas! Bt seriously, I had ended my holidays in a VERY VERY SOUR NOTE.BLEAH!
I shall end here cos my mouth is dry frm all the scolding.:(
*life is the road that i wanna keep going
love is the river that i wanna keep flowing
went to sch today! hahas.actually met ashley at bedok inter and we were lyk so late! then we saw chandni and eunice and guess wat,they reach earlier than us! me and ashley were shocked! hahas and both of us were so casual that we wore pe attire and filp-flops to sch! its lyk we were going to sum kind of market! hahas! so fun! bt my happiness were short-lived.cos i was cracking my brains if i shud go for sectionals on thur or wat.cos if i dun go, audrey will smacked me upside and it will be very irrespondsible of me as im ASL.so that when i decided to toss a coin to seek heavens' opinion.and guess wat! the result was positive! so even heaven tinks i shud go.so thats' when i decided to resign myself to fate. and jus go the bloody sectionals. after all,i did a survey and many people says that i will be irrespondsible if i dun go.well,so thats my mini story about fate! how cool is that? hahas:P bt seriosuly, i kinda of tink that im irrespondsible if i do not go. well so yea.after all,i have a consience living inside me.hee:)
*a litte angel
stands by me
I WENT CHURCH YEST!! HAHAS! ITS SO FUN!ok shall stop being so hyper.bt it was really fun.i wanna go again next week.people there are so friendly.hahas ! i cant' decide for wat skin to choose for my blog.i kinda of tired of the skin im having now.i wan sumtink that is pink,black and with music of cos.hahas! well shall continue searching then.well on secong thots,i jus wan sumtink that has musical notes in it.so i tink it shall be sumtink simple this time.
*forgiveness is a give frm god
so treasure it
tired.damn tired.AND SICK OF ALL THAT STUFF! its jus so sickening being misunderstood.people think too much these days.they are all jus paraniod.and I cant' stand it.wth is wrong with them and their mindset?will they jus stop stero-typing people? its irriataing and sickening! newae,today was bad.REAL bad.It was boring la.shud not have come to sch today.:( oh well,now im planning of wat to do during the holi.there is no cca until lyk fri?hahas!i tink i will most prob be looking forward for cca. i tink i shall be a guai kid and stay at hm to study.hahas,i tink i will most prob end up watching tv. O and i got scolded by ms chia TWICE.for jnot handing up the jewellry and skecth bk.lyk wat s' her prob? argh now i need to go look for bondite to make my stupid ring! n im having a bad feeling when sch reopens.we will be getting our mock.shucks,confirmfail for eng and sci and MATHS PP 2!I lyk practically anyhow scribble for all these papers.well,I scribbled for pp 1 too.hee:) surprisingly,i managed to pass with a nice double digit.33/50. IM INCREDIBLE + UNBELIEVABLE.hahas.ok abit thick-skinned.bt its true.especially for his! I dun study for the paper and slept thru out the whole test and yet i got 10/15.is it jus plain coincidence or wat?or may be im physic? well i dunno .hahas. if im physic,then im REALLY love myself for having such a wonderful power :) ok shall stop being thick-skinned.hee:)
*i floated like a ragged leaf
finding a place to seek refuge
today was much pretty okay, i guess?hahas well went to airport with eunice,adlin and da jie. Well, i didnt really studied bt at least i manage to do my report. so sian la. tmr got sch! why cant' they jus cancel the whole tink and let us rest for lyk 2 days?hello,its lyk only 2 days? how selfish can our school be? oh well, shant' be botherd.well,at least there is no band tmr.actually,i kinda of missed band.i DUNNO WHY.May be its bcos my life revolves around band too much! Oh no! hahas! watching the superstar now and OH MAN! KELLY CANT' SING! SO LYK WAT IS SHE DOING IN THE COMPETITION/hahas ok im being mean bt i tink i will still support no one. hahas! argh im tired now so i shall go slp now.nites:)
*life without love
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