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Friday, October 21, 2005 7:00 AM

got bck the scripts today.did pretty badly even though i failed one only.and thats geo.i cant' believe i passed my chinese and science anyway.oh well,start of CCA.had the first band practise, adn i totally forget about everytink,including our seating arrangements.hahas.wat i dumb asl i am.speaking abt that,im feel so stupid at some times when i cant' handle my section.lyk today.i cant' amke decisions fast without audrey helping me.this shows that i cant lead my section if audrey is not around.i feel useless and helpless.it most probably bcos audrey use to do all the tinks when she is around and i jus sit there and slack.i shall stop this slacking tink and let ppl noe that im real for once and all.sumtimes i feel bullied as an asl. pl shud be listening to me when i give out instruction yet they take me as though im sum kind of idiot talking crap.i feel stupid in this way.man, sumtimes i wonder why am i a student leader,an asl and a PC environment monitress when i have no leadership skills in me.i tink my chances of getting invested are low.oh well, sumtimes life jus have to be so demoralising.i may have a happy-go-lucky front bt deep down im actually feeling stupid and lost.its all abt destiny and fate playing a game wiht me.














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