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i am ina dilemma now.i dun noe if i had made the right choice.i cant' think clearly and im in a state of confusion.i jus dun wan to care abt anytink and jus be alone.i jus wan to settle down and do well for next year.ppl are saying that i may have made the wrong choice bt i cud not care less.i jus to hack it all and jus go away.i feel childish and immature.=(
*colour me perfect
cos i am colourless
OK PPL! I, AMANDA KHOO GEK LING, HAD MADE A HUGE DECISION TODAY.I HAVE DECIDED TO APPEAL TO GO FOR 3.8.wadever the outcome may be,i have already prepared for it.if i my appeal is sucessful, i will study EXTRA,EXTRA hard to get in to a good JC.If my appeal fail, i will study hard and get in to a good poly.Im seriously praying to god,hoping that my appeal will be sucessful.im caring abt anything.Its for my future.so im fighting with all my might.hahas.things are flying by fast.i cant' believe that im gg to be sec 3 so soon.im so gonna miss SSC and 2/5.Needless to say, im going to treasure all the time i spent with 2/5 at the class chalet.LOVE YA ALL!=)i am so gonna to cry if they do reflection.=(
*fighting the battle with all my might
its only the beginning of a new chapter
its that time of the year.splitting time.or rather seperating time.well,today is the last day of sch.its also marks the end of the legendary sec 2/5 05.ok abit dramatic here.hahas.bt seriously, im reluctant to leave my class and all the enjoyable time we spent and shared together.times are flying by quickly and seniors are graduating while juniors are growing to be seniors.it seems as though yesterday was the start of everytink.the start of sec 2/5 05 and my second year of band.I could still remember the time when i first know i was gg to 2/5 and i was grumbling and saying that i hated 2/5 cos many of the 1/5 ppl are in there.bt now looking bck, i did many things which i neva expect myslef to do it.i hanged out with ppl i thot i would neva hang out with.i got to experience leadership and many other thinks i thot i would neva do it.Band had taught me many things and 2.5 had certainly been a great and marvallous class.the ppl in these two places had taught me many tinks and i really thanked them for it.2005 had been a rollercoaster year.Many unexpected things lyk sir leaving the band and many other things happen.During these 2 years, band had been great and my class had bond to grow closer.be it wheather its an enemy or best buddies, everyone had one tink in common.That is, we all love the times we spent together.I think i will missed sum things and ppl greatly.now, im looking forward for next year.I will missed sum seniors that i noe too.ppl lyk nicole,nat and many others.all the best for next year and good lucks for yr O levels.Love ya" all=)
*treasuring the time we shared together
we keep them close to our hearts and walk on for a better future
tmr s the last day of sch.gonna miss all of my fellow classmates and of cos my class.it jus seems as if yest was the first day of sch.this year had been a rollercoaster year for me as i have mixed with ppl i have never ever dreamed of being together.all in all,it had been a fun and exciting year for me and i want to conculde it beautifully and elegantly.shall talk more tmr.kinda of nervous.nites ppl!=)
*crystalline teardrops
fallin onto the ground
had band rm cleaning today for CIP.clash with the rehearsal for acheiver s' day.sain lo.rehearsal for 4 days.i will jus die.plus creative com and all.look after 1/6 today.its damn horrible.sum ass showed attitude to me.n they PURPOSELY created trouble for me.eg.when ask them to go up,they purposely stayed down for so long.then sum asshole went to rolled her eyes at me.roll so much later kena stucked .that time i will laugh till i drop.ok im lyk being mean here. bt heck?lyk who will be nice to her except her frens?which are lyk all her type?bitchy and slutty that kind.haiz.shant' talk abt it.rained heavily.band rm cleaning was ok today.had no idea those scores were so dusty.after packing them,my fingers were black at their tips.hahas.then we went to wash the metal shelfs.so now,trumpet section is the most organised section.hahas.bt i bet it wont stay that way for long.given for past experience.hahas.went hm feeling abit dusty after all the cleaning.oh well, abit tired after all the running and scolding and dusting.so off i go!*poof*
*the skys are cleared and
rainbows are shining as a symbol of hope
i love 183 and full house! thes two things rocks my world.oh and the show wang zi bian qing wa.now must rush home every thur and fri for band to catch my show.im so irritated cos sm idiot went to tag my blog and criticised my previous post.claiming that im boasting abt my differrent posts at different places.lyk wth man!anyway,she has a poor spelling so i shant' bother with her as i do not wish to downgrade myself.bt whoever she is, all i can say is that i jus wan to know who u are and what is yr motive for doing this that s' all.newae, tmr i have in-line skating!! hahas! im kinda of afraid of fallin on my ass.i tink i shall bring a pillow tmr for safety protection for my ass.its precious u noe.hahas.if i fall on my ass tmr, i tink i can forget abt gg for band since band requires me to sit for 3 long hours.hahas.so ppl, pls pray that i do not fall on my ass tmr.even though its kinda of a soft landing.hahas.oh well, i shall stop crapping cos my eyelids are feeling heavy.chows and nites ppl!=)
*the faded memories of you
will come back some day
got bck the scripts today.did pretty badly even though i failed one only.and thats geo.i cant' believe i passed my chinese and science anyway.oh well,start of CCA.had the first band practise, adn i totally forget about everytink,including our seating arrangements.hahas.wat i dumb asl i am.speaking abt that,im feel so stupid at some times when i cant' handle my section.lyk today.i cant' amke decisions fast without audrey helping me.this shows that i cant lead my section if audrey is not around.i feel useless and helpless.it most probably bcos audrey use to do all the tinks when she is around and i jus sit there and slack.i shall stop this slacking tink and let ppl noe that im real for once and all.sumtimes i feel bullied as an asl. pl shud be listening to me when i give out instruction yet they take me as though im sum kind of idiot talking crap.i feel stupid in this way.man, sumtimes i wonder why am i a student leader,an asl and a PC environment monitress when i have no leadership skills in me.i tink my chances of getting invested are low.oh well, sumtimes life jus have to be so demoralising.i may have a happy-go-lucky front bt deep down im actually feeling stupid and lost.its all abt destiny and fate playing a game wiht me.
*message in the bottle
tells a tale of happiness
AHHH! IM AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH THESE 2 SHOWS! FULL HOUSE AND WANG ZI BIAN QING WA!! ITS DAMN NICE!! MUST GO BORROW VCD TO WATCH LE! hahas.the song is nice too.my layout of skin has moulded if u ppl have notice.hahas.hus wanted sumtink simple u see.the revious was too complicated as wat others say.hahas.oh well.notink much to blog.bt jus enjoy the song.=)
*destiny shows the way
of hope and everytink
183 CLUB ROCKS!!=)
hey darlings!! wats up man! long time no blog.been studying hard so that s' why! i know im so guai la.cant' help if im an angel.hahas.newae, lets get down to business.firstly, many misunderstadings happen and tinks didnt really worked out.shall talk abt differrent tinks at a time
EXAMS!
BLEAH! NOTINK TO TALK ABT.IT SUCKS.
MISUNDERSTANDINGS.
its already history,in fact it had been archived.shall jus elaborate abit.basically,i tink i ahve a big problem with everyone, its lyk wadever i do i will find fault wiht myself.man im gg mad lo.mus be i bleed too much la.got menses for 28 days.(its an inside joke)
OUTINGS:
im lyk under sumkind of curfew man.im kinda of restricted for lyk gg out.im damn busy in nov.
IMPORTANT DATES:
1 NOV-ERNESTINE BIRTHDAY S' PARTY
7-9NOV-CLASS CHALET(3 DAYS,2 NITES)
how busy i am man.hahas.
CCA!
WTH MAN!!cca start so fast.its lyk so sudden.i have no mental preparations cos i have agulity consience lyk not practising my instruemnt and bringing it home to bai sweee.one more tink,im a weak hearted person.
well,im done.its not lyk as if ppl will come by my stupid blog to see my posts and know abt my dumb life.neverthless,i shall still blog for my own sake! ppl who like it or not.see,wat did i say abt ahving attitude?
*i believe that there will alwasy be
a sliver lining in every grey cloud.
WA!!!! I LOST MY WALLET ON THEWAY TO SCHOOL THIS MORNING!!!WTH!!! felt quite depressed the whole day.then got no money and so i decided to not eat and go on a hunger strike the whole day!hahas.things did not end here.sum bloody idiot went to steal my PLASTIC water bottle.its lyk noraml kind of plastic water bottle ??its abit dots to steal it though.hahas.ahh!then now mus go make new ez-link card.with a new picture.i make sure i will smile properly and look chio enuff on the card.hahas.sounds pretty thick-skinnned.oh well.had to mug hard for history exam now.eng and chi was over bt sum how i tink i screwed up the whole pp.well,its over and it cant ' be redone.so no point tinking abt it ,i guess?? hahas.shall end here then.NITES PPL!=)
* because of you
i never stray too far from the sidewalks.
1st day of EOY!not bad actually.bt i kinda of this feeling that i went out of point.hahas.going to change my taggie colour.think it s abit too disgusting.hahas.well im off now.to slog and change the colour.WHOOSH!=)
GOOD LUCKIES PPL!=)STRIVE FOR E BEST!
*im awake
but my world is half asleep.
attended my great grandma furneral today.cried abit.now eyes all puffy.the process was fast.n this is my first time attending a furneral. pity we didnt get to see the flames and all.it was an eye opener for though.mandai creamatorium hall was cold.exams are lyk tmr.n i haven make the necessary preparations yet. need to plan out everytink already.wanna pass and go into a sci class lyk 3.8.cos it was predicted that i was streamed in there based on my mids. the counting down is jus adding more pressure.n im tinking of poning school on fri.since the timetable is so slack.been having fun the past few days with my fellow SSC members.went to the field and screamed our lungs out.later then lie down and look up into the sky and watch the fluffy clouds drift by.the feeling we get was damn relaxing,lyk all the troubles had been burst lyk a bubble.having meetin again on wed i guess.kks~ shall end here.rather tired after all.
*treasure what we posse
cos life is short
changed layout AGAIN! hahas! this layout is damn cool anyway. ppl will jus go how to navigate ar?hahas. iTS OFFICIALLY PROVEN.IM FICKLE MINDED! hahas.newae,exams are coming and im still slacking lyk hell.been very fished up thses few days.dunno why.hahas.stress i guess. newae,WATS UP WITH COCKROACHES AND ME?A LIVE ONE WAS JUS CRAWLING IN MY BKS YEST. N NOW IM HALLUCINATING ABT THEM.WTH MAN! probably im too stressed or sumtink.oh wellsss. shall end here.nites.
*destiny is sumtink
we gamble
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