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Friday, September 09, 2005 7:42 AM

oh man! I seriously woke up the wrong side of bed today! Every tink jus went topsy-turvy! Firstly, i woke up late when im suppose to meet flora and the rest at 9.30. I woke up at 9.00! and plus,im suppose to give ashley a morning call lyk at 8.30?ok,so that was quite bad already.never mind.then came on going to flora s' hse.on my own!I tried to go to her hse one time and i got horribly lost! Its lyk i dun even noe that bloody place called pasir ris well! i lyk dun even go there! fish that place la!And then i was took to go for a nice merry go round. wow!In the end, I got so fed-up that i jus cried and walk around pasir ris aimlessly.Its was so horrible and there is lyk so many ppl staring at me. fish all those ppl la! bt later, when i was going home frm, suddenly,i jus lift up my head and guess wat i saw?PASIR RIS DRIVE 6! and that was where flora yong stays! i was lyk wth! so jus alighted and called flora. N the first tink i did when i saw flora was to hit her with the cereal box!sorrei flora.if u are reading this.cos im really damn tired jus for looking for yr damn hse! ok,so that was quite ok.then came band.THE WORST PART OF MY DAY! It jus have to ruin my whole and end it off with a terrible note.lyk wth man! had sectionals for the first hr and my tongue sorta get twisted after tonguing for so long.ok,that part was still manageable.Later had COMBINES! IT WAS THE WORST MAN! i noe my lipping and every part of my body is wrong when i play bt that does not mean that i have to bring hm my instrunment.Especially not this period of time! Its lyk when sch opens, i ONLY HAD 3 MORE WEEKS TO MY STREAMING.SO obviously,I WOULD RATHER CONCENTRATE ON MY ACADEMICS RATHER THAN MY DUMB INSTRUMENT AND MY OH-SO-LOUSY PLAYING SKILLS WITH EVERY PART OF MY BODY BEING WRONG AND NOT BEING WHAT IT IS SUPPOSE TO BE. SO, AS YOU PPL CAN TELL,IM NOT SO " PASSIONATE " FOR BAND.AFTER ALL, IM NOT GOING TO BE SOME WELL KNOWN PERFORMER OR TRUMPETER.N THAT BLODDY ASSHOLE INSTRUCTOR,he is jus getting on my nerves. He lyks practically copntradicting what he says.ONE MOEMENT HE SAY THAT ITS ALRIGHT TO CONCENTRATE ON YR STUDIES, THEN THE NEXT MOMOENT,HE SAYS THAT HE EXPECT US TO DEVOTE ALL OUR TIME TO IMPROVE OUR PLAYING!YLK WTH MAN! FISH HIM UPSIDE DOWN LA! HE A CHAMELEON,THE UGLIEST CREATURE OR SHIT ON THIS WHOLE UNIVERSE! CONTRADICT AND UNREASONABLE LYK SHIT MAN! HOW CAN ANYONE WANT TO MARRY SUCH A FREAKO MANIAC? THAT PERSON MUS HAVE HOLES IN HER BRAINS OR SHE NEED TO GET HER BRAINS EXAMINED! ARGH!! SO INFURIATING WHEN SUCH AN ASSHOLE HAS INCURRED MY WRATH! after band and all,went hm with nicole and chandni.Me and nicole were lyk complaing all the way hm! Looks lyk im not the only one with abad day today! hahas! Bt seriously, I had ended my holidays in a VERY VERY SOUR NOTE.BLEAH!
I shall end here cos my mouth is dry frm all the scolding.:(

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