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Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:55 AM

hey!im bck people!Bck frm a hearty meal of chocolate snowskin mooncake and satay bee hoon.wow,man am i full.hahas.kks newae thats' my oh-so-lovely PINK SPARKLING name.nice rt?hahas i love it! makes me feels glamorous:)today had been an eye opener for me! why?cos its the FIRST time that the paramedics came to my grandma s' hse.its was bcos my great-grandma had breathing difficulty and her fingers were turing black.I was paralysed by my fears!hahas.so i jus stood there doing notink bt watch.ok,the BIG countdown starts frm monday morning.Its the countdown of my STREAMING.Yet im still slacking.wow.newae,audrey had jus BURST my bubble of happiness yesterday by telling me that band practices are actually being cut down frm 3 to 2 when all this while,I being an idiot,thot that it was frm 3 cut down to 1! And i was still tinking it was so rare of our sch to be so nice.And I the big idiot, jus found out that i have not been doing my part as an asl well enuff.I dun even noe my stuff and my tone is lyk BLEAH!WOW,LOOK AT GREAT I AM. N i jus found out that im not strict enuff with my section and thats is why they are so slack.N i mus not talk during all kind of practices.its lyk wth man! So frm now on,im going to be strict and try not to laugh when scolding.N i mus stop slacking.which i tink that is the hardest to cure cos im lyk such a procastinater by nature?hahas.ok abit dots.n i jus found out that i have a meeting at 7 on mon moring.WOW,HOW NICE! to get my day going by having a meeting.SO EARLY! Sumtimes,i really wonder what am i doing in a council?or rather,why am i in this asl position?So i satre up to the sky,waiting for an answer to reveal itself.Unfortunately,notink appeared except clouds.White,fluffy clouds.Oh well,perharps these are all pre-destined.or lyk what I call,FATE. FATE IS A GAME WE PLAY AND IT PLAYS WITH US BACK.:) Chimalogy? I shud tink so.:P

*what is fate?
its a game we play and it plays with us bck.

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